SENYUU STARTERS. // accepting always, @kaikanii.
What a silly thing for him to ask, he decides.
To project his own thoughts and worries onto someone else as he searches an answer for something that is truly POINTLESS; it’s unfair of him, even. No matter how much it worries him, no matter how much it scares him, he shouldn’t bring it up to other people when it’s own problem alone.
( “kyouka-chan, if none of the bad things had happened to you,
how do you think your life would be? would you like it better
than you do now?” )
He’s been thinking too much lately, and there’s no outlet for thoughts he can barely understand. Blessed and intelligent as he is, there are some answers that are too far beyond that scope of his that seems to be all-knowing —– but perhaps there isn’t an answer in the first place?
What is there to gain from the past? nothing.
And he knows that. He knows.
❛ that’s true! i’m sorry, i don’t want to make you think of painful things. ❜ She’s still young, she’ll be fine, she has all these people around her who will love her and distract her from anything bad that may come. ( ranpo is different, of course. he’s an adult now, and he’s the agency’s pillar. he can’t be as dependent anymore, not publicly at least. ) A hand lifts to rest upon the younger girl’s head before the detective leans down, pressing a kiss to her forehead. ❛ and i’ll be by your side for as long as you want me to be, of course. ❜